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I love writing poetry. I have written 105 poems recently May 12 of 2001. I love to express my opinion and based on what I feel in relationships, with friends, situtions and other topics of interest. I am sure to type up more soon. But for now here is just a few.

Updated: June 12, 2003. I added poems.

"Appreciation"

I wish I knew you
The boy that would forever hold me dear
The one that thinks of me even when my presence is near
I dont have to make out for you to know I care
Just spenting many moments with each other
Is what makes each other last

We convience each other we can make everything work
When you decide to join the marines
Or go to a college that isnt exactly near
I'll be the one that cries
And wishes throughtout my tears
You were as close to me as before
But if we were meant to be these challenges we can overcome

Many times I feel that loving you is scary
Because what if you get stolen away
And forget your feelings about me
You know I worry about these things
It's just if you understood what i been though
you wouldnt question my concerns
I love you and i wish for us to remain the same
happy, content and thinking of the future
Will my devotion for us pull us though the hardships?

I hope so
But with your appreciation of me is what is important
As well if you start to ignore me, the most important person in your life
You would end up without me consumed by your neglect
So here I tell you of what a happy relationship can be with me
Follow it all though and happiness we will have

I wish I knew you
This so special boy that will remove away my tears
The one that will constantly have me face my fears
I dont have to do the unthinkable to know I care
Just being there for each other when we are sad
is what makes each other last

We realize what we have to face
And continue our relationship day by day
Hoping that the tears we cry fade away
As we wish we were as close to each other as before
So if we were meant to be these challenges we will definately overcome....

Written: June 17,2002

Valentines Day

A day expected to show how much you care

When you should show your special someone

anytime of the year

Why create this romantic day?!

Some love

Some loathe

And mixed opinions are told

Are you someone that is really romantic?

Are you someone that doesn't express?

Do you dislike this day if single?

Do you love this day if your taken?

So many of us think differently.

What is your take on Valentine's day?

Written on February 13, 2002

Breakable Heart

I feel as tho my heart is breaking

It's aching for someone that wont do me wrong

But it seems like no matter what i do

I am left here all alone

To wonder what it is I did

Or is it what they said which is the distance

I dont know what to believe

But I always end up being right here

All alone

No one to call my own

I sit here thinking of my relationships in the past

And they never seem to last

Should I give up trying

Or go on

I'm really wondering since the events of my dating life lingered on

Dating here or with boys that were far away

Which is better?

I dont see what makes each one that way

Each has its problems

And heartbreaks

So whats the difference how i date anyway

It leads to the same results

So should I try again?

It brings me pain

Will i ever find a guy who wont break my heart?

Or leave me in the dark?

One wonders

But Iguess since i dont know the answers

I must try to start again

And live day by day....

Wednesday, March 20, 2002

"Are you Over Him?"

You really can't fight the tears that you have inside,

They got to pour out sometime..

How can you let go of someone

you know you love?

You say you don't think so..

But the both of you are done.

You never got over him

Or so you said.

But you know all you need is time..

No matter how you try,

He still lingers in your mind

It is hard to go on without him,

I know how it feels..

Like you feel like a part of you is gone..

But you just need time to heal.

I know it's hard to realize that your true love is the one you miss and love..

Believe me, I can relate

But perhaps it's evil fate that torn it apart..

Goodness..it hurts so much

You know you need him..but he ran away from you.

But you ponder why and cry through out your thoughts of why he disappeared..

Will you ever really know??

Or will you be standing here all alone?

I think you have come to realize where you belong

Happy and content despite all the craziness

No? Yes? It looks to me like you haven't decided.

You need him in your life..

Soon you will come to see you don't...

Or the fact that you do..

The realization can only come from you.

Written: June 4 2001

Recorrected and revised: November 10, 2002

"MISLEADING"

Why are guys always lieing?

Trying to convince me they are true

When all they do is corrupt your mood

Change it to something bitter or a false time of hope

Thinking to yourself...

You don't seem to think there is no one that will desire you

So you quickly trap yourself with unexpressed emotions

Shut off from the world, hidden where no one can see your true colors

What are you going to do?

You ask yourself with a whispered gasp...

No one will ever love me the way I want to be so why can't I let myself become free

There I will find that I yearn no longer,

But within a final resting place is where I can escape from misled pain

No more crying over guys, no more tears dripping from my eyes.

It is over for me. I'm defeated now you see...

Here I lie upon my bed wishing all the suffering would soon end.

Open up those heavenly doors so I may come by willingly.

Leave my soul here so I can be at rest and so that my heart can cease from receiving heartbreaks.

Let me be, don't try to fight it. I dislike being ignored and taken for granted so this is happening.

Goodbye, farewell...time to bring myself somewhere else.

Monday, June 09, 2003 3:05:23 AM

"Build Up Emotions"

Have something so sudden ever took a loved one away?

You long to talk to them as you used to

But instead here you appear overlooking their grave

You cry out why did this have to happen to you?

As you tearfully mount flowers on their final resting place.

Never again will you see them face to face

And more memories can't be created

But cherished in your heart.

You remember the time you took pictures in his yard.

And when he did funny impressions of the characters you adored.

You look one last time at where they are

And peek your head up over looking at the sky...

Wishing they weren't so out of reach...

"Grandpa, can't you come back?"

You exclaim hoping there would be a chance

For that to happen but there is no way,

You sigh unhappily.

You recall the terrible day in which you found out the dreadful news

When you were seven..

No tears came out then

From the shock and pain,

Wishing that a heartattack didn't take them away.

For years, you built up your emotions

Never crying over anyone you loved

Just keeping the feelings inside.

Until last year- you opened up

You couldn't keep it hidden

No longer.

The tears decend from your eyes

Falling onto the ground where they are at peace.

"I'll always love you"

You blurt out by their grave..

As you slowly depart from the cemetry.

Written: June 6, 7, and finished editing and adding on to my piece June 11, 2002.

My Precious Newborn

Life is a beautiful gift in which you have received

Life lessons are to be learned those of dealing with death, love and jealously

Upcoming feelings that might make you feel confused

And you begin to wonder several things about you

Discovering your favorites, dislikes, and expressing your opinions on varies type of interest

Little baby, things that hold an impact on you

You will learn to overcome

And finding out your strengths and weaknesses

As the days pass on

So much knowledge you need to receive to have a happy life

My precious newborn very soon will you begin to understand

And there will be times when i wont be able to hold your hand

And guide you along

But in your heart you will forever have me

I proclaim

Mommy loves you what ever you do, or turn out to be

So when you feel all alone

Think of me, my precious baby

I love you.

Monday, March 18, 2002

It was a assignment I had for my Creative Writing Class..so I dedicated it to my future baby.

"Why Do Guys Play Such Mind Games?"

Why do guys play such mind games?

Don't they realize a girls heart is involved?

Why break it?

Let alone, break it apart.

Don't they realize the pain and heartbreak

We have to face.

Due to their wrongs and mistakes

Why all the heartache?

Do they know?

Well, here is the facts.

Girls have emotions,

Unlike you

They know that they care

And are rarely rude

I'm not saying we are perfect

We can do the same to you

But i'm not that cruel.

I wish things were back to the way they were

Longing for your kisses

And can always be heard

I wish you didn't make that mistake

I don't know how my heart can still intake

That special bond between us

And change it to a new feeling.

I love and still want you.

It's hard to face the facts

But we are best friends now

But I need you more than you know

So why can't we go back to the way it was?

I can't seem to get you out of my head

You are still my every content thought

I feel so ripped apart

I know when you are ready

You will be back into my arms

But I wish it was now

But I know and realize not to hope for anything right now

'Cause you want some freedom from me

But that's so hard to face

The distance hurts us physically

We don't see each other a lot

But I love you so much

You say we would be together

If I was near...

But why can't you realize that I'm near in your heart,

Even tho in the physical world-we are apart

We shall see each other soon

Summer is almost here

Will that bring us back together?

You say you don't know

But I strongly hope so

It would be hard to see you

And not express & Show you how I feel...

If I was near,

It would be awkard I fear..

But I guess we would be okay

Why do guys got to play such mind games?

Do you want me?

Then let it be known.

Because the pain I have,

Is so hard to bear it alone...

So can't you take me out of misery & tell me you love me too?

You still say you love me

And I am happy you do

Then why can't you come back into my life?

And let's carry on the same

Why be with someone you say you pretend to love?

Then not be with me.

Oh yeah, I forget.

She's there and I'm not.

But I will be soon.

So please make a decision before I turn blue.

I need you.

Don't you need me like the way I do?

Why do guys play such mind games?

Don't they realize a girls heart is involved now?!

Let alone, tear it apart.

Don't they realize the pain and the heartbreak?

We have to face.

Due to their wrongs and mistakes

Why all the heartache?

Do they know now?

Written: May 31, 2001

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